I don't know how to say exactly how I feel
And I can't begin to tell you what your love has meant
I'm lost for words
Is there a way to show the passion in my heart
Can I express how truly great I think you are
My dearest friend
Lord, this is my desire
To pour my love on You
Like oil upon your feet
Like wine for you to drink
Like water from my heart
I pour my love on you
If praise is like perfume
I'll lavish mine on you
Till every drop is gone
I'll pour my love on you
Jul 27, 2011
Lately I haven't been posting much of anything substantial but today I want to share some things the Lord has shown me over the weekend. On Sunday, during worship, the Lord showed me some pictures that I want to share with you. I have tried to find some pictures on the web that can illustrate what I saw and I hope it helps you see what the Lord showed me!
First picture was of the Father holding a baby or small child in the air dancing in circles.
The child was in full trust of her Father as they danced, no fear of falling,
complete eye contact, and full of love and trust.
How fun! To stand on your Father's feet, trusting his steps
and yet with out stretched arms.
The last with the daughter's head against the father's chest in a warm embrace.
Now what the Lord revealed to me is that when we first accept Him as our Savior we are like a small child or baby who fully trusts the Lord, never taking our eyes off of him, fully trusting his hands to support us, guide us and protect us. As we grow we experience things that keep us at bay. We trust the Lord (represented by our feet on our father's feet as we dance) but we want to do things our way (arms stretched out keeping our father at bay). Oh we want to know His plans and we want to follow Him but by our terms and how we think He wants us to go. But the last scene of the child with her head on her Father's chest represents how the Father wants us. He wants us in his warm embrace. Fully trusting Him! With our ear against His chest hearing His heart beat. HEARING HIS HEART BEAT!!! How are we to hear His heart beat for our lives without that warm embrace. Trusting, relying on, fully engulfed by his arms. Hearing His heart beat so much so that if it beats to the left we follow and if it beats to the right we follow. To fully know what God wants for our lives, to trust and obey we must hear His heart beat!!!
I will be honest, I tend to be the little girl on His feet but with outstretched arms keeping Him at bay. Oh I fully trust the Lord but I want to see around me (and Him) at times, to see if there is a way out of a situation instead of being embraced in His arms. What I have found is that when I am in that position I am longing to be in His embrace hearing His heart beat. You would think after 22 years of dancing with the Lord as an adult I would realize I need to be within His embrace hearing His heart beat. For it is within that embrace that I have peace, I have rest, I have comfort and protection.
I don't know about you but I am choosing today to dance within His embrace to hear His heart beat for my life. What are you going to chose to do?